Sunnydale After Dark
Penname: Passion4Spike
Real Name: Onalee
Member Since: 06/10/22
Last Active: 12/07/23
Membership Status: Member
Skin: Time and Tide

I came to be a BtVS fan after the series had ended in a kind of backwards way - enjoyed DB in Bones and Christian Kane in Leverage, found them both on ANGEL and I actually watched the entire Angel series before I ever watched any BtVS.  Once I did watch all the BtVS DVD's I was a Spike fan all the way. 

I tried to read the comics, but I apparently have some sort of 'comic dyslexia' because they were confusing to me (I couldn't tell who was talking half the time or who they were talking to), They gave me a headache to try and figure out. And, the parts that I did manage to suss out, I didn't like, so I stopped. Therefore, comics, for me, are not 'canon' -- I have very little knowledge of them, so my 'canon' stops with what was actually on TV, including Angel the Series.

Most of my stories are full of angst, my muse loves to make me cry.  I like long stories / series, so that's mostly what you'll find. I try to make sure I have an ending for a story before I start posting, so nothing is left unfinished. 

I also love metaphors and ellipses, and you will find them sprinkled liberally throughout. I dislike Riley, so if he shows up, you can be sure no good will come from that -- he could get hurt ... badly. Fair warning: I will kill main, cherished characters off at times to draw the most tears possible from myself and readers alike. 

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Summary: Short and Spuffy Drabbles, meant to make you cry... or at least choke up a little?
Banner by me.
Categories: Season 5, Season 6, Season 7, Post-Series, Challenge Response, Drabbles, Sunnydale After Dark Debut
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Dawn
Genres: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language, Alcohol/Drug Use
Completed: Yes Chapters: 31 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,101 Hit Count: 10,150 ePub Downloads: 3
Published: 03/01/23 Updated: 03/31/23
Summary: The story of a true Christmas Miracle, Spuffy style.
Categories: Season 7
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Andrew Wells, Dawn, Giles, Willow, Xander
Genres: Alternate Reality, Drama, HEA/HFN, Holiday Fic, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 14,739 Hit Count: 655 ePub Downloads: 1
Published: 12/19/22 Updated: 12/19/22
Summary: What happens when the Wishverse and the Chaosverse collide? Well, I have no idea, but we’re about to find out.
Series: Beautiful Dangerous Chaos
Categories: Season 3
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Angelus, Anya, Cordelia, Darla, Drusilla, Giles, Harmony, Jonathan Levinson, Other, The Master, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Alternate Reality, Drama, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Slow Burn, UST
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 54,290 Hit Count: 7,097 ePub Downloads: 3
Published: 07/07/22 Updated: 08/11/22
Summary: Season 5. Begins with ‘Spiral’ in the abandoned gas station, and goes *far* off-canon almost immediately.
When Dawn makes the ultimate sacrifice to save her sister, friends, and the world, Buffy’s mind snaps. When Buffy's friends give up hope of her ever recovering, and become afraid that she’ll turn violent and uncontrollable, they call in the Council to help. Fearing what the Council will do, Spike, forgotten and ignored by her friends, steps in. Will he be able to reach the Slayer when no one else could? Will he be able to keep her out of the hands of the Council and away from her ‘helpful’ friends? How much heartbreak, guilt, and failure can one girl stand before her indestructible spirit finally resigns the fight and gives up hope?
 
WARNINGS: Threesome B/G/G action involving Spike, Buffy, and BuffyBot. Implied Rape. Main Character Death. Physical Torture. Plenty of angst.
(This story is complete, but I don't know how long it will take me to get it all loaded onto SAD, so not marking it as such until that's done)
Summary: Season 6, Tabula Rasa rewrite. One shot. Parody. Fluff. Humor.  Co-authored with Holi117
Tara told Willow it wasn’t working out, that they both needed some space. She’d accused Willow of using too much magic, but it wasn’t like that! Willow only used magic to help people. Tara just needed to see things differently, then she’d understand. Willow loved Tara just the way she was, but maybe if she could just change a couple of teeny-weeny things, Tara could see things Willow’s way, then everything would be fine. Willow and spells… What could go wrong?
Categories: Season 6, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Lighthearted, Parody
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,779 Hit Count: 1,073 ePub Downloads: 1
Published: 06/24/22 Updated: 06/24/22
Summary: Put together one worried mother, one leftover snack, one heartbroken Slayer and one vampire who is perhaps not quite the monster he should be, and what do you get? Mortal allies.
This is the first story of the Mortal Allies Series.
Series: Mortal Allies
Categories: Season 2
Characters: Buffy, Joyce, Original Characters, Spike
Genres: Alternate Reality, Angst, Drama, Dramedy, Hurt/Comfort, Slow Burn, UST
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 8,431 Hit Count: 721 ePub Downloads: 1
Published: 06/18/22 Updated: 06/18/22
Summary: Joyce is stuck in the hospital with a hole in her skull – stupid brain tumor – and it’s nearly Christmas. What’s a mother to do other than turn to one peroxided vampire for help making the season shiny and bright for her daughters? A fun, snarky, fast-moving (as far as Buffy's attitude toward Spike goes) feel-good short story for the holidays.
Categories: Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Joyce, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Holiday Fic, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Lighthearted, Romance, UST
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 22,202 Hit Count: 5,642 ePub Downloads: 4
Published: 06/18/22 Updated: 06/18/22
Summary: Buffy had kissed him. All ‘Gone With The Wind’, with the rising music, and the rising … everything. And then she’d pulled away, the singing demon’s spell apparently broken. What had that meant? Spike had to find out, but he had to be smart about this. Not just run in in a billow of smoke and demand answers. That wouldn’t do at all. He needed a plan. A good plan. A plan that would get her away from her meddling friends, to start with.
 
With a little help from an unexpected source, a few pre-Christmas miracles, a motorbike, and some pie, Spike might actually be able to keep from buggering this plan up. Could both Buffy and Spike find themselves closer to heaven? With pie? Ala mode?
 
Inspired by the wonderful banner done by pfeifferpack during the Road Trip themed, Seasonal Spuffy Round 25. Begins the day after 'Once More With Feeling'.
Categories: Season 6, Challenge Response, Seasonal Spuffy Entries
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Doyle, Other, Spike, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Erotica, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/ Plot, Road Trip, Romance
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 30,327 Hit Count: 128 ePub Downloads: 2
Published: 06/18/22 Updated: 06/18/22
Summary: After being ripped out of heaven by her friends, there’s only one person who can help Buffy cope with a life that feels like hell in a world that’s just too much to bear, a world that she wants desperately to escape: Spike.


Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Spike, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Erotica, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Suicidal Ideation/Thoughts
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 13,390 Hit Count: 67 ePub Downloads: 2
Published: 06/18/22 Updated: 06/18/22
Summary: Spike has a mission, but the sodding phone won’t stop rin— BRRRRNNG! Bloody hell! Who the #%@! is calling now?
 
Fun and smutty. Complete at 2 chapters. Probably would make more sense if you've read the other stories in this universe.
 
Series: Beautiful Dangerous Chaos
Categories: Season 3, Poetry
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Erotica, HEA/HFN, Lighthearted, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Underage Sex
Completed: Yes Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 17,511 Hit Count: 40 ePub Downloads: 3
Published: 06/12/22 Updated: 06/12/22
Summary: Sequel to Beautiful Dangerous Chaos. 2nd story in series.

With the Chaos Demon and Ethan Rayne on their way out of town, and Giles and Angel told off, Buffy and Spike head out into the night to finally do some long-overdue ‘spawning’. There will be much milting of roe.


Series: Beautiful Dangerous Chaos
Categories: Season 3
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Original Characters, Spike
Genres: Alternate Reality, Erotica, Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Humor, Lighthearted, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 39,935 Hit Count: 99 ePub Downloads: 2
Published: 06/12/22 Updated: 06/12/22
Summary: A Slayer, a vampire, and a Chaos Demon go into a bar.... What could go wrong? Or right?

Warnings for weirdness and possibly more weirdness. Be prepared to let your mind slip off into a strange, beautiful, dangerous world of chaos. C'mon, it'll be fun! Buffy and Spike will be there!
Series: Beautiful Dangerous Chaos
Categories: Season 3, Missing Scene
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Giles, Original Characters, Other, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Alternate Reality, Dramedy, Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Lighthearted, Mystery, Romance, Slow Burn, UST
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 65,624 Hit Count: 143 ePub Downloads: 5
Published: 06/12/22 Updated: 06/12/22
Summary: Set in season 6, this story begins soon after Older and Far Away. Warren, and this troupe of misfit baddies, The Trio, has Buffy over a barrel. They’ve got video evidence of her trysts with Spike – and plenty of it. If she doesn’t do what they want, they’ll broadcast the explicit video all over the internet – everyone will know her dirty little secret. Buffy’s never felt so lost and alone and utterly ashamed. After being dragged out of heaven, her soul aches, and Spike’s the only one who can ease her pain, but her friends would never understand. While trying to help the Slayer out of this jam, Spike inadvertently reveals a secret of his own, one that he’s worked hard to keep hidden even from himself, one that will change the way Buffy sees him and change their dance forever.
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Andrew Wells, Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Jonathan Levinson, Riley Finn, Samantha (Sam) Finn, Spike, Tara, Warren Mears, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Erotica, HEA/HFN, Humor, Romance
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 101 Table of Contents
Word count: 430,351 Hit Count: 1,096 ePub Downloads: 12
Published: 06/10/22 Updated: 06/11/22
Summary: Death comes for us all. Even the Slayer.
Categories: Post-Series, Drabbles, One-Shot, Poetry
Characters: Angel, Spike
Genres: Angst, Dark, Tragedy
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Character Death
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 548 Hit Count: 74 ePub Downloads: 0
Published: 06/11/22 Updated: 06/11/22
Summary: When Buffy brings her mom and sister to Spike to protect from the hell god, Glory, he sees a chink in her armor—she needs him, she trusts him... maybe, just maybe, she doesn’t hate him as much as she claims. Will that boatload of manly responsibility the Slayer’s dropped into his lap save Spike from a life of lonely desperation?
This fic is an Elysian Fields 2021 Secret Santa gift for Tellhulla
Categories: Season 5
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Glory, Joyce, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: None
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 14,642 Hit Count: 103 ePub Downloads: 3
Published: 06/11/22 Updated: 06/11/22