
Real Name: Onalee
Last Active: 12/07/23
Membership Status: Member
Skin: Time and Tide
I came to be a BtVS fan after the series had ended in a kind of backwards way - enjoyed DB in Bones and Christian Kane in Leverage, found them both on ANGEL and I actually watched the entire Angel series before I ever watched any BtVS. Once I did watch all the BtVS DVD's I was a Spike fan all the way.
I tried to read the comics, but I apparently have some sort of 'comic dyslexia' because they were confusing to me (I couldn't tell who was talking half the time or who they were talking to), They gave me a headache to try and figure out. And, the parts that I did manage to suss out, I didn't like, so I stopped. Therefore, comics, for me, are not 'canon' -- I have very little knowledge of them, so my 'canon' stops with what was actually on TV, including Angel the Series.
Most of my stories are full of angst, my muse loves to make me cry. I like long stories / series, so that's mostly what you'll find. I try to make sure I have an ending for a story before I start posting, so nothing is left unfinished.
I also love metaphors and ellipses, and you will find them sprinkled liberally throughout. I dislike Riley, so if he shows up, you can be sure no good will come from that -- he could get hurt ... badly. Fair warning: I will kill main, cherished characters off at times to draw the most tears possible from myself and readers alike.

Banner by me.
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Dawn
Genres: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language, Alcohol/Drug Use
Completed: Yes Chapters: 31 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,101 Hit Count: 10,150 ePub Downloads: 3
Published: 03/01/23 Updated: 03/31/23

Characters: Buffy, Spike, Andrew Wells, Dawn, Giles, Willow, Xander
Genres: Alternate Reality, Drama, HEA/HFN, Holiday Fic, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 14,739 Hit Count: 655 ePub Downloads: 1
Published: 12/19/22 Updated: 12/19/22

Categories: Season 3
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Angelus, Anya, Cordelia, Darla, Drusilla, Giles, Harmony, Jonathan Levinson, Other, The Master, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Alternate Reality, Drama, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Slow Burn, UST
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 54,290 Hit Count: 7,097 ePub Downloads: 3
Published: 07/07/22 Updated: 08/11/22

When Dawn makes the ultimate sacrifice to save her sister, friends, and the world, Buffy’s mind snaps. When Buffy's friends give up hope of her ever recovering, and become afraid that she’ll turn violent and uncontrollable, they call in the Council to help. Fearing what the Council will do, Spike, forgotten and ignored by her friends, steps in. Will he be able to reach the Slayer when no one else could? Will he be able to keep her out of the hands of the Council and away from her ‘helpful’ friends? How much heartbreak, guilt, and failure can one girl stand before her indestructible spirit finally resigns the fight and gives up hope?
WARNINGS: Threesome B/G/G action involving Spike, Buffy, and BuffyBot. Implied Rape. Main Character Death. Physical Torture. Plenty of angst.
(This story is complete, but I don't know how long it will take me to get it all loaded onto SAD, so not marking it as such until that's done)
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Buffybot, Dawn, Drusilla, Ensemble, Ensemble - BtVS, Giles, Glory, Original Characters, Spike, The First Evil, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Alternate Reality, Angst, Baby/Kid, Claim, Dark, Drama, Erotica, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Kidnapping, Porn w/ Plot, Romance, Threesome
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Dubious Consent, Other Mental Health Issues, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Suicidal Ideation/Thoughts, Taboo, Threesome(s), Torture (Emotional/Psychological), Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 54 Table of Contents
Word count: 321,401 Hit Count: 1,377 ePub Downloads: 12
Published: 06/24/22 Updated: 06/26/22

Tara told Willow it wasn’t working out, that they both needed some space. She’d accused Willow of using too much magic, but it wasn’t like that! Willow only used magic to help people. Tara just needed to see things differently, then she’d understand. Willow loved Tara just the way she was, but maybe if she could just change a couple of teeny-weeny things, Tara could see things Willow’s way, then everything would be fine. Willow and spells… What could go wrong?
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Lighthearted, Parody
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,779 Hit Count: 1,073 ePub Downloads: 1
Published: 06/24/22 Updated: 06/24/22

This is the first story of the Mortal Allies Series.
Categories: Season 2
Characters: Buffy, Joyce, Original Characters, Spike
Genres: Alternate Reality, Angst, Drama, Dramedy, Hurt/Comfort, Slow Burn, UST
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 8,431 Hit Count: 721 ePub Downloads: 1
Published: 06/18/22 Updated: 06/18/22

Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Joyce, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Holiday Fic, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Lighthearted, Romance, UST
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 22,202 Hit Count: 5,642 ePub Downloads: 4
Published: 06/18/22 Updated: 06/18/22

With a little help from an unexpected source, a few pre-Christmas miracles, a motorbike, and some pie, Spike might actually be able to keep from buggering this plan up. Could both Buffy and Spike find themselves closer to heaven? With pie? Ala mode?
Inspired by the wonderful banner done by pfeifferpack during the Road Trip themed, Seasonal Spuffy Round 25. Begins the day after 'Once More With Feeling'.
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Doyle, Other, Spike, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Erotica, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/ Plot, Road Trip, Romance
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 30,327 Hit Count: 128 ePub Downloads: 2
Published: 06/18/22 Updated: 06/18/22

Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Spike, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Erotica, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Suicidal Ideation/Thoughts
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 13,390 Hit Count: 67 ePub Downloads: 2
Published: 06/18/22 Updated: 06/18/22

Fun and smutty. Complete at 2 chapters. Probably would make more sense if you've read the other stories in this universe.
Categories: Season 3, Poetry
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Erotica, HEA/HFN, Lighthearted, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Underage Sex
Completed: Yes Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 17,511 Hit Count: 40 ePub Downloads: 3
Published: 06/12/22 Updated: 06/12/22

With the Chaos Demon and Ethan Rayne on their way out of town, and Giles and Angel told off, Buffy and Spike head out into the night to finally do some long-overdue ‘spawning’. There will be much milting of roe.
Categories: Season 3
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Original Characters, Spike
Genres: Alternate Reality, Erotica, Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Humor, Lighthearted, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 39,935 Hit Count: 99 ePub Downloads: 2
Published: 06/12/22 Updated: 06/12/22

Warnings for weirdness and possibly more weirdness. Be prepared to let your mind slip off into a strange, beautiful, dangerous world of chaos. C'mon, it'll be fun! Buffy and Spike will be there!
Categories: Season 3, Missing Scene
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Giles, Original Characters, Other, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Alternate Reality, Dramedy, Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Lighthearted, Mystery, Romance, Slow Burn, UST
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 65,624 Hit Count: 143 ePub Downloads: 5
Published: 06/12/22 Updated: 06/12/22

Characters: Andrew Wells, Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Jonathan Levinson, Riley Finn, Samantha (Sam) Finn, Spike, Tara, Warren Mears, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Erotica, HEA/HFN, Humor, Romance
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 101 Table of Contents
Word count: 430,351 Hit Count: 1,096 ePub Downloads: 12
Published: 06/10/22 Updated: 06/11/22

Characters: Angel, Spike
Genres: Angst, Dark, Tragedy
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Character Death
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 548 Hit Count: 74 ePub Downloads: 0
Published: 06/11/22 Updated: 06/11/22

This fic is an Elysian Fields 2021 Secret Santa gift for Tellhulla
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Glory, Joyce, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: None
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 14,642 Hit Count: 103 ePub Downloads: 3
Published: 06/11/22 Updated: 06/11/22