Sunnydale After Dark
What She Deserves by Herselfnyc
Summary: Contains the stories What She Deserves, Lovingkindness, First Time and Yes.
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Challenges: None
Parent Series: None
Stories: 4
Series Type: Closed

What She Deserves by Herselfnyc [NC-17] Likes: 16 Comments: 1
Summary: "This is something new," she said. "Be quiet and find out what it is."
On a solo cross-country road trip, Buffy regains her own equilibrium, and finds that everything is different when she encounters Spike in NYC.
Spoilers only through season 6. Immortal Moonlight Nominee. Winner, "Best Long Story" in the Watching You Awards 2002, Co-Winner of Best Long Story in the January 2003 Halo awards. (Completed August 2002)
Series: What She Deserves
Categories: Season 6, Award Winners
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Alternate Reality, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 29,383 Hit Count: 167 ePub Downloads: 6
Published: 07/02/22 Updated: 07/02/22
Lovingkindness by Herselfnyc [NC-17] Likes: 17 Comments: 1
Summary:  "Their stares penetrated Spike the way he'd penetrated them, and sucked him nearly as dry."
A sequel to What She Deserves. After his reunion with Buffy in NYC, Spike returns to Sunnydale to find that things between them aren't quite what he'd supposed. Spoilers only through s6. (Completed November 2002)
Series: What She Deserves
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Alternate Reality, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 53,763 Hit Count: 209 ePub Downloads: 4
Published: 07/02/22 Updated: 07/02/22
First Time by Herselfnyc [NC-17] Likes: 5 Comments: 0
Summary: "You can't pretend you were in love with me back when . . . when you were trying to kill me."
A PWP set, perhaps, some time after Lovingkindness. Earlier version published on Livejournal. (Completed November 2003).
Series: What She Deserves
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Alternate Reality, Drama, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: (Click Here To Reveal) Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,603 Hit Count: 83 ePub Downloads: 3
Published: 07/02/22 Updated: 07/02/22
Yes by Herselfnyc [PG] Likes: 7 Comments: 4
Summary: "Spike, when we were under that spell . . . we were both pretty silly, weren't we? But I felt things . . . "
A sequel to First Time. Spoilers only through season 6. (Completed December 2003)
Series: What She Deserves
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Alternate Reality, Drama, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,913 Hit Count: 100 ePub Downloads: 3
Published: 07/02/22 Updated: 07/02/22