Summary: An imagining of the inner monologues of Spike and Buffy post Something Blue. Kinda cannon but with the hint of an earlier realisation from Spike. Both wrangle with what’s true and what’s not, disturbed by the possibility that maybe… perhaps… it wasn’t all spell causing those “feelings”. 


rnI started with just an idea for a Spike POV, it evolved into a Buffy POV, and there may be more future one shots in this series but who knows. 

Both can be read as stand alones! 

Categories: Season 4, One-Shot, POV, Sunnydale After Dark Debut
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Ensemble - BtVS
Genres: Lighthearted, POV, Slow Burn, UST
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Challenges: None
Parent Series: None
Stories: 2
Series Type: Closed